What a joke! What the hell is happening to me recently?? First, it was this stupid bruxism, which i never even heard of before, next, I just received a notice from the school that my entrepreneurship project actually qualified for the top 5 positions in the cohort and i will get a chance to present my idea to this panel which consist of people from the industry....

Sounds good huh? But apparently not so (at least for me).... Firstly, I already kindda give up on this subject already. Even prepared to get "D" as my final grade. I tried hard for 13weeks, but to no avail.... I tried much harder on the 14th week and i qualified for the top 5.... In fact, I would say 80% of this project was done within that one last week prior to project submission, although that 20% could already make up a proper submission. And, one week's work is able to pull us up from probably the bottom 5 in the cohort up to the top 5?? What's the world coming to?

I know that my project is not flawless, and presenting my proposal to industry players would certainly mean much more work for me to do right after my exams. I'm already stressed up enough already.... More than often, opportunities are good, but there are times whereby it may cause more harm than good....

I'm now in a dilemma.... I know that this is a once in a lifetime opportunity. It may never come back again if i let it slip through my hands this time round. But on the other hand, can i take the additional amount of stress & workload if i were to give it a shot.... I am already not managing stress very well already.... If i don't try to destress asap, my condition(bruxism) might worsen...

Yes, i know many would in their logical state of mind tell me that health is more important and etc... But its truly a pity if i were to give up at this last stage.....

Having a choice is good most of the time, but this time round, i really wished that i wasn't even given the opportunity in the first place....